About 20 minutes ago God broke me down for the millionth time since Standing Firm started. Every time I take a moment to look at our film, my time spent with it normally ends in tears. As I watched pieces of the film unfold on my Plasma (I can finally pump my edit from Final Cut Pro to my TV via an output card) I just could not believe my eyes. You’d think it would get old, seeing the same old scenes, behind the scenes interviews, etc., but it doesn’t. It’s just like the first time I saw them put together, unbelievable. It’s less about how each scene turns out too because I’m very satisfied with our film given our circumstances and situations. It’s more about the fact that God gave me such an incredible passion for this stuff. I’m so thankful to have this opportunity. The HONOR of serving him in a way that I can enjoy spiritually and artistically. As a Christian, of course it’s my duty to serve him and be joyful no matter what he has me doing, but I count doing it with filmmaking as an extra Blessing.
The fact that so many put in their time for this, drives me absolutely crazy with happiness. The thankfulness makes me want to freak out sometimes. How is this possible? Why me? Why Kyle Prohaska? Why now? Why when I’m 21, and not when I’m 40 and have a greater grasp on things? It’s just amazing that I get to do this. We didn’t have a lot of money, or a lot of crew members…nor did we have a ton of equipment, lights, the best camera, or the greatest locations. I mean for pete’s sake, 90% of the film was shot with two crew members (myself and my gaffer doubling as sound), with actors carrying equipment! But what we did have was the Lord, and that was more than enough!
I didn’t do a lot today but yet again work on the film. I burned new copies of Cut #4 and sent them off in the mail. That felt really good
Our fan page is still exploding with activity on Facebook. It seems new people find it everyday. I did some simple math and it looks like we have almost 1300 new fans since Oct. 1st. That’s absolutely insane! Thank you Lord! I’ve been praying (and I hope you would join me), that this film would find a huge audience well before it’s even on DVD. I’ve had some ideas rolling around in my head on how to get that going, and implementing a few seems to have worked! There are still bigger and better things to come down the road to, no matter what happens. How would you all like a place to discuss the things God has done in your life? That’s all I’ll say for now regarding the idea, but I hope it gets you excited!
Keep praying for distribution, it’s in their hands. Pray that the Lord would provide a way for us to pay for our music/score and our sound mix, whether it be by our distributor or not. That’s something we really need. Prayer started this project, and prayer will undoubtably finish it.
“This is the confidence we have in approaching God: that if we ask anything according to His Will, He hears us. And if we know that He hears us - whatever we ask - we know that we have what we asked of Him.” - 1 John 5:14-15
“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” - Philippians 4:6-7
Thanks again to all our supporters, I appreciate you so much!
Kyle Prohaska
Writer/Director/Producer